“Shattered”
I’ve been thinking of you
and I don’t know why,
why I am doing this even though
I know that you are not thinking of me
that you are thinking of somebody else.
I care about you so much,
though you just treat me as your friend.
I am afraid that you might get hurt
but I’m letting myself to be hurt
because of the reason of loving you.
It’s hard to fall for somebody,
whom you’re friend and to somebody who
had already like somebody else.
It’s hard to hide in a shadow of darkness
especially when the most important person
only sees you as a friend.
I am afraid that once you will know
about it, our friendship would be broken
just like a shattered glass that is
impossible to bring it back to its original state.
When you will look inside my heart,
you will see lots of holes because it’s missing
pieces is no where to be found unlike before
no holes, no stain, no missing pieces,
and it’s red in color.
I don’t know why I cannot stop it right now
just like falling in a high cliff
neither the reason that I fall for you.
It may sounds stupid but it’s true.
And like a labyrinth, I don’t have an idea how
can I escape this or how will it end.
And now is the time
to let you go, though it’s hard
and it will cause much pain to me
but I have to, for your own happiness.
Now’s the time to say Sayonara
Add comment July 13, 2009
pinky-kisses13
my heart is totally shattered…
musta naman ang title…
well, totoo naman din… my heart now is totally shattered because of the pain that I felt right now… like an arrow piercing deep within my heart… feeling ko nga tumagos mula inferior vena cava hanggang sa aorta… hahaha…
his simple greetings can make my day a special one… but it can also make my heart torn into pieces… what the heck! maybe I should totally forget about him… for the good… since i think he really like that girl and I am nothing compared to her…
what can say is… OUCH! IT HURT… now I realized how stupid and dumb I am when it comes to love ‘coz I let myself fall for him… the thing that I am afraid to happen, now it’s UNCONTROLLABLY happening… what will I am going to do???
I don’t want to lose him… I don’t want to give him up… I always want to see him… I want to be with him… and I think I already love him but if I’ll continue this I’ll always end up getting hurt all over again… I’ll always staying in one corner staring from where I am to where he & girl is staying at.
Does pain always comes together with love? Does sorrow always comes after happiness? and Why I have to experience this kind of pain?
Add comment March 8, 2009
pinky-kisses13
My Happiest Valentine’s Day
Kahit wala akong date ngayong Valentines Day but it doesn’t mean na malungkot na ako…
honestly, mas masaya nga ako this valentines because of some circumstances… hehehe…
though, ‘di kami nagkita at nagkasama talaga ngayon but it’s okay… I’m already satisfied w/ what happened these past few days…hehehe…
feeling ko nga advance valentines treat na ‘yun sa akin ni GOD… hehehe…
ang O.A. ko noh…
well, pagpasensyahan niyo na ako kasi masaya lang talaga ako… sana lahat ng tao ganito kasaya this valentines day…
Add comment February 14, 2009
pinky-kisses13
It all happens… in my dream… n_n
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3 comments October 20, 2008
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What Marvicfe-an Means
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don’t have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you’ll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are usually the best at everything … you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic “Type A” personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You’re always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can’t handle you. You’re very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you’re likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are very hyper. You never slow down, even when it’s killing you.
You’re the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day… and still have the energy to party all night.
Your energy is definitely a magnet for those around you. People are addicted to your vibe.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It’s easy to get you excited… which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don’t stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people… but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
Add comment October 16, 2008
pinky-kisses13
sCHooL sTuFF… scHoOL sTuFF… & sCHOoL sTuFF…
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